Well I just did a test and got a BP so that's good news but after last m/c am not holding my breath. I fear so much of going through another m/c - they're not painful for me but still heartbreaking and as much as I try not to get my hopes up I always do. Fingers crossed!
Has anyone else done a test and got a negative then 2 days later got a strong positive?
I can understand that until you have passed the stage at which your angel left that you would be very cautious about getting so attached and excited. You are not the only on who has felt this way.
Congrats on the and sending you millions of sticky vibes hun.
I totally understand how you are feeling. I had two losses b4 going ft with my dd. Every day was a struggle. I think the OBS saw how scared I was of mc again, so he had me on fortnightly visits until 12 weeks, then I went on monthly. Not sure if you are engaging the services of an OBS, but if you are is that something you can speak to him/her about doing?
I wasn't excited and we didn't tell anyone until I was 12 weeks pg. Something that should be a joyous occassion, I was feeling anxious, scared etc... I think until I heard my dd cry when she was born I felt ok.......
In relation to you q: yes, I had neg, then very feint pos, then eventually pos. I think I ovulate late in my cycle, so if I test 1 week after af is due, i usually get a neg test.
I know exactly where you are at. After a couple of m/c's i don't allow myself to get excited or be happy about a BFP. I guess it is a bit of a defense mechanism, if you're not excited you wont be as dissapointed. Probably a rediculose mind game we play with ourselves, but i think it is totally normal. I'd like to think so anyway!
I became a serial tester after my m/c's and for this preg i had a BFN and then two days later had a strong BFP. So fingers crossed this little one is here to stay. Best of luck.
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BFP but not excited
and sending you millions of sticky vibes hun.
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I'd like to think so anyway!
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