Hi Everyone
I just turned 29 and was diagnosed with PCOS in October 2007 along with a blocked right tube. Since i was a teenager i always had irregular AF so had to be put on the pill to regulate them. i was on it for approx 7 years. i stopped taking it in June 2007 so to prepare myself for conception. Previous to that i had an op to remove cin 1 from the cervix a few yrs back. I have always thought that i never o so i thought i would check myself out with a new Gyn/Ob who send myself and my DH off for tests (bloods, semen analysis and internal ultrasounds). they came back with PCOS and blockage of my tube. Was scheduled in for a Lapo in Dec 07 to unblock it which was successful. Last month went back to my Gyno/OB for my results and she prescribed me clomid (50mg) as i didnt know when i was o as i did not get any symptoms or mucus change. i just started my 1st cycle 3 weeks ago at CD2- CD6. On CD 14 i started to receive extreme cramping sensations in my lower ab and have just died down today CD19. During this time i was also getting hot flushes, was constantly crying, insomnia and nausea. is this all normal? now that the cramping has died down (i think) does this mean i have already o or is it still to come? Since coming off the pill in june 07 my AF have still not been regular so i dont know when im in mid cycle or not. what happens now? this wed (CD 21) i will have a blood test for progesterone. what if dont get any symptoms of o and what if miss it and dont acknowledge it? my bb are not sore just the nipples sometimes. im anxious to know as i do not want to go through another cycle of this again. i hope this is the month for us since we have been ttc since june 07. what kind of symptoms will i get in this 2ww? Atm i feel quite normal just abit emotional probably cos my sis in law just had her first child on sat (2 days ago) and is 1st grandchild for both sides. she was last to get married out of all of us and first to give birth. i wish things were as normal and as easy as it was for her.
if anyone can help with advice or opinion it would be much appreciated.

thanks from very desperate and anxious woman