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  1. #1
    BellyBelly Member

    Dec 2007
    Belmont, Newcastle
    316

    MissyMooMoo,

    Well yes we are doing the 2ww as well now. Its very bizare, as we were going to wait but i was late this month, and ended up a little depressed when they came. We only lost our princess Lilli a month ago, and we where gonna wait. But when they came and i was pset that basically made our mind up for us. I ovulated early this month, so not sure how we went on the whole baby making But we still have our fingers crossed.

    My down stairs region are feelin very strange today. So not sure whats going on there. Hopefully something positive.

    Fingers crossed for all in the 2ww

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    Registered User

    Mar 2008
    Sunny QLD!
    720

    Rach, i am so so so very sorry about Lilli, may i ask what happened? (if you prefer not to thats ok)


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    BellyBelly Member

    Dec 2007
    Belmont, Newcastle
    316

    Thats ok, i like talking about her, i keeps her alive then Lilli was 5mths and 1wk old when i found her not breathing in her cot. The autopsy report was inconclusive, so the final one is still many months away, they seem to think it was SIDS. She was fine all day Thursday, was a bit unsettled that night, she had a bit of a spew to. I tried to give her a bottle at 9.30pm that night, but she wouldn't take it. I herd her around 3.30am, and i honestly had the worst night's sleep that night. I just kept waking up every hr. I woke at 6am, and thought oh she's sleeping good, i'll let her go a bit longer, then at 6.30 i found her.

    She was such a happy baby, always smiling, and trying to watch her big brother constantly!! The 2 of them truely did love each other, they were very cute together.

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    Registered User

    Mar 2008
    Sunny QLD!
    720

    Oh Rach, i am truly sorry.... that is and always has been our biggest fear, and i reckon would be for most parents.

    I do truly hope you are given a more definistive answer than SIDS....

    How has your son taken it? it must be so hard for his little mind and heart to comprehend ...?

    I wish you and your family Rach just so much love, and laughter and health for 2009 and beyond.... i really do!