Feeling like it aint gonna happen.

[janeo]

Malimum it must be so hard each month to have af arrive... Sorry about your mc in May... I thought there was no way that i would ever fall pg after 7 mths of trying and only 5 cycles in those months due to long cycles i also got strong symptoms then af would arrive.. My nipples didnt change until the last week or so i wouldnt worry if there not changing too much yet.. I also get very sore bbs during two week wait so couldnt go off that symptom....

for a very very soon... and lots of

[malimum]

ty every1 4 ur kind words, i so enjoy coming here its just one big support network and i love it. Especially when u meet so many ppl like urself who have gone thru the same as u or worse or not as bad.No matter wat the loss its still a loss and we never 4get wat terrible journeys we have to get where we are and wat we have sacraficed and wat our family's, DP's etc have done to help us along the way.

Well as for me af arrived last nitealtho i still have the occasional sore bbs's, and nausea,but i like i said i think my body is just playing tricks on me and i just am so exausted atm that i feel like it aint never gonna happen. so yet another month of let down and disappointment.

I just think at 34 im running out of having good eggies, and i feel its just a long tiring, struggling road that i dont know if i wanna keep travelling on. I will wait and see wat the gyno says and take it from there.

Ne way ty for listening it really helps to get out and not bottle it up inside. Wishing all the ttc'ers GL and here is some

bye bye

[*TamaraP*]

I am very sorry for you loss in May, and I am sorry it is taking so long to get another little bundle of joy.

Just keep crossing everything and it will happen, and your little angels will make sure it does.