Hi! Maya,
I'm so grateful to have #1 and watching him grow into a young adult is amazing and scary at the same time.Beware that mother's curse works LOL he's been quite a handful but I wouldn't trade that for anything.
He's 18yo and will be 19yo in May.So,that's why I'm obsessing because he's ready to leave the nest.
Also I had him a wk before I turned 18yo and worked all through his little life until now.His father is not a good person and didn't make it easier,I finally had to take my son and run for both of our sakes.
I would really love to have a baby with my DH who loves both of us dearly,I'm staying at home now and I'm not living with mental and physical abuse.So,these circumstances would be soooo much better.My supportive father totally understands because he knows the hell that I lived through.
So,now you understand my reasons for the obsession.
Good luck,I hope that you get your BFP soon,
Happy Valentine's Day(it's today in the US),
Andrea