A big THANKYOU to everyone who replied and gave me good wishes!! I appreciate it. I hope some of you have gotten BFP's in the past week or so, and to those of us still trying. It's nice to know there's people out there feeling as crazy as I am atm. This ttc thing is such a roller coaster of extreme emotions for me, not to mention the tww.
This month i was convinced it was the one ! I had all of the imaginary symptoms you could...well... imagine: weeing alot, tiredness, cravings, headachey, doing stupid things- like putting cerial in the fridge, milk in the cupboard...I think that was part of why I felt so dissappointed, cause I was certain this was IT.
I will have to find some more coping strategies if my ttc journey is a long one though, I think. Maybe I need to start thinking that this is NOT the month, go with the fow more... I don't know!
I feel really sorry for DH, he so doesn't know what to do with me!! We had a few drinks on Friday night, last day of AF, so my signal to do all things naughty for one last time- alcohol, yummy food; before getting healthy for a possible pg in the coming weeks! Strange, I know but that's what has become my ritual, we all need something to look forward to or concerntrate on I guess.
I brought a yoga DVD in the hopes of relaxing a bit, and have made an agreement with my DH to try to lose some weight starting this month. Maybe that will keep my mind off ttc. If I try to concernatrate on my own wellbeing, not having a baby, then I will relax and be better off in ttc... it's a theory anyhow!
I wish you all lots of luck this month Let's hope this month is really it for us all!

Thanks again everyone,
Kellie.