daniellabella, it is such an emotional rollercoaster and I hope you find BB forums will ease some of that anxiety & disappointment for you. I have found, for me, that BB forums really DO show that so many people are doing all the right things, know SO much about their cycle - and still, even say around 25 girls are on the 1-6 mth TTC thread at the moment, usually only around 1-4 people fall pregnant each "cycle" of TWWers. My GP yesterday said, that 12 months of TTC (timed intercourse) is normal for falling pregnant.
It's very frustrating, especially when you're doing "all the right things", but I guess noone really knows what specifically it is. Maybe we're just waiting for a little baby soul to choose when the time is right.
It's a rollercoaster for sure - every time I get my AF, I feel really really low, and start ringing around making specialist appointments. Then when I get closer to O, I suddenly feel all optimistic, and ring around and delay or cancel those appointments !!! Weird, hey !! Then of course the TWW is excruciating.
So you're not alone but we are hear for you - you get your BFP this cycle !!!