I totally get where your coming from. It took me 5 1/2 years to get DP to agree to a baby!! DS is 8 months old and I want to start working on #2 in afew months, at first DP wanted a 4 year gap between babies, he was adamant!!!!! But I want a MUCH smaller gap. I have been working on him for months, and finally he has come around. I think talking to him about it so much (almost constantly, lol) has put ideas in his head, I think he started to accepted it and even be happy about more babies soonish. Now he uses it as an excuse to get out of arguments, as a bribe for going to the pub, whenever it suits him really, lol. Soon he's going to think it is all his idea.... lol. We have agreed to start TTC when DS turns 1.

Untill then, it's all I can think about... no idea how to distract myself. I just do my best to put all my energy into DS. I also come on sites, and discuss with friends who understand how excited I am... having someone/somewhere to let all your feelings about wanting a baby out is sort f healing... lol, i i had to bottle up all the thoughts and emotions i think i'd go crazy!!!