thanks girls, im thinking i may be being paranoid and over- analyzing everything and im not sure what i am hoping for yet, bfp or bfn. we are still in pre-ttc mode.
at 4dpo now and feeling sick, funny taste in my mouth, EXHAUSTED (fallen asleep on the couch 3times in 2 days...) and very heavy in the tummy. might just be AF symptoms raising her head early or anything really...

eta omg listen to me moaning!!!! either way what will be will be!