Hi i thought i would keep all those who hd been watching this post updated. So i did two more tests this morning, both were "use your imagination lines". Then about 10 minutes ago Af started to show her face. I have brown CM with spots og red blood sorry tmi.
I feel terrible, i feel stupid, i feel desperate.....
I am so fed up, and then i had to brake the news to DH...
This ttc is so emotional. If only those who take having children for granted could understand how us lot really feel, when every string of hope, is cut away month after month...
DH says we still ave the IVF coming up, but it doesnt make me feel better none the less..