Hi everyone, just cheacking in to see how we all fared after xmas, i caved and tested xmas day, even though i said i wasnt going to and then i caved and tested again today about 8-9dpo of course both days bfn, i was feeling slightly off both theses times but appears not to be from pregnancy, oh well still have a few days left before i can officially say its over.

At least i dont need to worry in the bedroom anymore, even though he still has not said that we are ttc, we dont even discuss the use of protection anymore, we just do our thing.

I feel calm today, the last few days i felt icky (gas and wind) think i ate to much at xmas,im having a chardonay atm, just trying to access all the things that went wrong over the last 2 weeks or so, in the same week the water cooler died as did the microwave and the vacume, all 7 of us caught the virus and were sick, etc...so hopeing that 2009 brings some really good things for us. The only 2 good things to come from 2008 are my beautiful baby boy and mr rudds surplus payment, lol.

Heres hoping that i have some good news to report soon.