Hello everyone,
Not sure where this post should go but here's my vent. DF is not too keen on having another baby (probably because i was very sick and a cow in my first preg) and everytime i mention a new baby he doesn't really want to hear it and shows no emotion. He has agreed to start trying after months of convincing, BUT his father is saying only have one you guys will be so much better off financially (he is a finance broker and has seen the worst situations that people have got themselves into) no one knows we are trying either we're keeping it to ourselves. I guess i am scared of baby not being loved or our daughter growing up without a real childhood as she'd be an only child if we didn't have another one. I just don't want to be 50 and looking back when its possibly too late to have children saying i wish i had another one. I have cried so many times thinking about it, The way i look at it i will never regret any children i have but i will regret the ones i don't. Thank you for reading if you got this far
Kelly