yeah we feel the same way. i kinda feel like a terrible person though... i still haven't shed a tear . we were at the hospital all day today, took some blood, my HCG level is now down to 11. they did another ultrasound still found nothing. i did just pass a small clot though!

we just went to the chemist and purchased some blackmores conceive well gold, and extra folic acid, also some sylk lube (apparently is helps to sway for a little girl) will start taking those tomorrow morning.

might start DTD in about 3 days
Honey it's OK, everyone expresses their feelings differently, so don't feel bad No one is going to think your a terrible person if you don't cry.

Good on you for going back to get the all clear with BT and U/S... it's good for peace of mind

I think you made some wise purchases