thank you so much for your words xxx

i feel so numb right now.. i haven't even cried.. i'm just in shock, same with fiance, but he's trying to push it all aside and trying to forget.

we got told we have to wait 3 months before trying again.. is it really that long?

thanks again ladies.. i don't know where i would be without this forum, the help, and the wonderful support



also i'm getting referred to a gynecologist to be examined (for anything left behind...) hurts to say that, but anyway.. a few of my friends told me you're asleep when they do it, is that true?