I know what you mean S'rose, I'm exactly the same - 13dpo and dreading AF arriving... I had AF-like pain last night but it's kinda gone. I'm expecting AF to arrive today or tomorrow, so I'm feeling so anxious!!! I don't know whether to be hopeful or not... sometimes it's easier to think it won't happen to save yourself the disappointment. But then I guess it's got to happen some day, doesn't it?? I just want to get off this roller coaster ride!! LOL.

I hope we get our BFP's this month!!