Melody7, I am so sorry af showed up. I know how flat it can make you when you get your hopes up & then they are dashed by af arriving. It was simply not meant to be this month. I am trying not to get my hopes up (CD22) as I have no symptons & no implantation dip as per FF. Will still be bitterly dissappointed if af arrives again this month.
Hope next month is your month & if you are meant to conceive at the IL's beach house then so be it. All the best....