Belfie thanks for asking. I fell of the wagon. I have to jump straight back on. I know when I start and get into it it becomes quite easy. With the chocolate and then a party this weekend I didn't both. I also just saw a picture and I look disgusting. Why is it so hard?

Then to make things worse its raining, my baby wont stop crying unless she is on the boob so I can't get on the wii fit and I have 40cents to my name and I can't afford healthy food. I actually can't afford any food at all. DH has been doing the shopping and he budgets well but the food is not healthy and we can't afford the healthy options. Like the meal tonight is meatpies and vegies. If I only eat vege it will be carrots and a small piece of corn which is just not enough for a BF mummy or anyone for that matter. We have no fruit and only potato, carrots and corn for vegies. I wish the baby bonus would come throughbut that wont last. I know it sounds like I am making excuses and I know I could BF on the wii if I was desperate but gee I need someone to come into myhouse and help me start Im obese and I don't like it I've struggled with my weight since falling pregnant with my first but have still managed to loose weight easily when I put my mind to it and keep my BMI below 25. Now getting below 30 seems impossible with my current financial situation.