I vaguely recall you talking about this at last years BB Chrissy dinner... but I didn't realise how limiting it really was. Hmm.... I think this could be a case for counselling of some kind. I think the root cause needs to be identified and overcome before you can more forward. Sounds like you might need to be prepared to have a lot of non-food related "issues" (LOL at your thread title BTW) dredged up. Are you ok with that?