your impression was fairly right in regards to DH, I'm still getting used to not seeing him for large chunks of time and this time around it just felt horrible, don't get me wrong I definately don't begrudge him doing things for himself It's not even an issue usually he's done this car rally for many years previously, I'm just not used to being away from him as until his new job he'd rarely been away at all I JUST MISS HIM!!!
I also try to stop myself but sometimes I feel a little resentful of the fact that he just isn't here to help with Paige and I feel awful for thinking it because I know he's not living away from us by choice and he doesn't like that part of the job,
I just find it really hard to juggle full time work, looking after the home and coming home to Paige as well.I really don't know how single parents cope other than the fact that they just have to, that's how I feel at the moment, that I just have to!!!!
Things are starting to get better though now that Paige is sleeping through on most nights, I think I'm also a tad emotional and I've got a weeks holiday coming up that I may stretch to two weeks as it backs on to the easter holiday, think I'm just run down and feeling sorry for myself.