Yep I will get this moved I think if that's okay Widdly???

Now, this is a great topic and I will give a long rambling response! When I got married I was in love with my husband but I didn't really make a conscious decision on what I was marrying. I loved him, I was attracted to him and I could "see" him growing old.

He told me his values were deeply held belief in the sanctity of marriage, commitment, children, supporting me to study and work as I needed etc etc. He openly revered my convictions on green issues and work with supporting organisations that support humane living for all religions, races and animals...

Fast forward and slowly it became apparent that they were not really deeply held beliefs of his. He wanted to be like that but essentially he had difficulty being like that. That became apparent not long into our marriage. I can remember feeling completely betrayed when he would poke fun at me protesting on duck shoots, going to AI meetings, etc etc. He thought it was a bit amusing. I thought it was integral to survival as a compassionate species...

Then when it came to work - he didn't want me to work as it interfered with his ability to grow his career. I could see this and abdicated my work and study dreams. However I couldnt' maintain it as it was also a part of me. This created great conflict. At the time it didn't appear to - but now I can see he deeply resented my need to work and earn my own money. I would do work from home for a Uni or doing short contracts. Slowly though it became too hard... So by the time DD6 was 4 I was at home with no work and part of me was gone...

My marriage is now over and that is very sad - but when I honestly look back it was inevitable all along. What were my core values were not his. He pretended to think of them as important but at the end of the day they were part of my attraction to him but they were not held dear by him as they are to me... Does that make sense?

So, in my next relationship these are my core values:

* share a commitment to an anti racist, anti religionist view point and a commitment to actively making the world less dangerous for those that do not follow a countries nominated religion or who do not have the same skin, eyes or faace as me...

* Share a commitment for green issues and living a more sustainable lifestyle

* Love and accept children and even consider fostering children that are not as fortunate as our birth children

* willing to support my educational and work goals and I will willingly support theirs

* a deep interest and respect for cultures that are dissimilar to our own

* a commitment to non violent communication

* a deep respect for other faiths, no fear of other faiths - or a willingness to work on any fear there may be.

* respect for books

* love of animals

* love and respect for good food, its organic farming practice.

* ability to be alone and a willingness to allow my own time...

I am sure there are many more but there is a start!