Thanks Kel, checking them out now. He's great and reassuring most of the time but I don't want him to think i'm this needy person...I hate needy people!! And I hate the fact that a "x" or lack of can make or break my day...it's pathetic

Which program would you recommend if you had to pick one Kel? I've found my Demartini book I just won't start reading it again tonight or i'll never go to sleep!

Thanks MN, I thought you might...i'm sorry you can relate