this is a great post BC..

my insecurities are all about my apperance really.
i grew up with a loving familya dn parenst who never amde me feel out fo place etc with weight or my looks.
but dancing and being in an environment where you were expected to be a size 6 and have legs to your earholes and weigh 30kilos but still be fit enough to dance for 8 hours straight, i struggled i was always curvy from puberty and always had a bust, so i never fitted into teh description, i pushed on and almost made a career out of it but my body failed me, my knees gave in and i am always upset by that.

i feel awkward in my body most of teh time, the only time i havent felt awkward is when i am pregnant, so then i long to be pregnant to feel secure again. silly i know since kids are now a no no as we have our family

i also feel insecure at work, sometimes im made to feel liek i know nothing as i am only young, yet they dont realise i have done teh same study as them, no i dont have life experience they have but i have some and its alot more than i think i should have at my age.

i dont know how to fix it because i havent yet, i ahve tried many things but noone have worked.

i even get insecure in my marraige and not becaus eof anything hubby does but because i think he will leave me for a better person, one who is so insecure, yes i see the irony in this but cant help it.