Ive been referred to the local hospital for a D&C 4 months post partum but I'm really scared and can't get an app with my psychologist before because she is booked out
Last time I went under general my lungs paralyzed before I went to sleep and I suffocated until I fell asleep and I vomited for 2 weeks after
I couldn't get a blood test last week because I almost had a panick attack and felt like passing out
I also don't like the loss of control being unconscious idea

Any ideas how to stay sane while I'm waiting for my op