I feel like i have this big void in my life ATM.
I have a great DH, 2 beautiful kids and a relative "normal" family (but really - how do you define "normal"?)
I used to do HEAPS of volunteer wk (and eventually wked for them for a while) for a youth agency (nearly every weekend and 3 days at least during the week). But after a HUGE falling out with my then manger who was (yes WAS) a good friend I now no longer have anything to do with the organisation or anyone who is attached to it.
TBH, I still haven't been able to fully let go of the emotions attached because it has played such a huge part of my life for about 10yrs. I just feel like theres now a huge hole where something should be.
I find it hard now to get out to do volunteer wk like that with 2 LO's but i need to do something. This was my way of meeting new people, expanding my networks and keeping my mind active. Now I feel like i'm stuck in a rut of being a mummy, wife, daughter, sister.

I often find myself wishing that I could go back but i know for my own mental health I can't.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can fill this hole?