Ahh far out darling I’m really disappointed for you too. I feel like your DH, like shaking my fist and going Grrrr.... why didn’t she get though, she was brilliant (and I am so sure you were). Yep, be so, so proud that you did your very best and you must have learnt so much along the way too, yeah? Next time.... or perhaps there is another opportunity waiting in the wings for you. Huge hugs.