Hi Girls
A few of you know me and my story. I have a bad case of endo and at the moment I have a mirena in to try and help with bleeding and pain. It isn't working as well as what the Dr's hoped and they wanted me to take extra provera tablets. I told them I can't take the provera as I always gain weight on it, (I am a large lady who has put on 70kg or more on depo/provera). I am too big apparently for a histerectomy or a lap to try and treat the endo. So all I have is pain killers and Anti depresants to cope with all the pain and depression I have. I am starting to feel like endo is takeing over my life. I am in pain 99% of the time, I work my life around the pain and the affects of the pills I have to take.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I am fighting a battle that I know I will not win. Every day is a big effort just to do the maundane things in life. The more I push myself the more pain I end up in, it seems like an endless battle.

I feel like no one understands what I am going through. I am constantly in pain but I keep going, pushing myself untill I just can't do anything else but go to bed.
Is there anyone who is going through the same thing?
I feel so alone...
I don't know how I am going to keep battleing... it is so hard.

Thanks for listening...
Chris