Thats really sweet Dee, thank you for the kind thoughts. And I do forget to really breathe all to often.

I agree, its a huge decision and if I may be a little presumptuous here, you really seem to not want to go the drugs option. If you have decided not to TTC in the near future, is there any reason you can't try out the natural therapies and if you feel its not helping... then look at the drugs option?
Do you know of any local AP's that you could call and discuss this with?
It might help to hear from a practitioner what they think about the situation.