Hey Shazam,

I can understand what your going through, in the respect that while i suffer from PCOS which i seemed to have inherited, my 17 year old sister who i live with had a little boy last September. Living in the same house while she was going through the pregnant motions then the baby shower and the birth and all that follows i found it really hard. When i first found out she was pregnant i was so hurt and angry and stopped speaking to her. I didnt speak to anyone about and still havent which possibly made things worse so maybe the best thing is to speak to your sister and discuss how you feel. My sister and i couldnt be closer now and although i would have loved to have been the first to give my parents a grandchild, i wouldnt give up my nephew for the world, and i wouldnt sacrifice the bond i now have with my sister.

It is a hard time but somehow we get through it.

xoxox