Hey =)

i dont feel like i am keeping it together, feels like i am failing..But everyday i get up and try and i think thats the important thing for now. And besides, i dont know what else to do. It seems no doctors can help. Im going to see ANOTHER gp on wednesday to see if anything might help with the pain, and if that doctor cant help, im going to insist that he help me somehow.. whether he refers me on or does something experimental.. lol im gonna be as polite but firm about it as i can!
And tomorrow i plan on calling the specialist who seems to be "too busy", for myself, instead of relying on the gp who referred me. If they tell me i cant have an appointment its not gonna hurt, but if i can see her earlier.. well fingers crossed she may have some answers or suggestions.. at least some hope!!

I dont know about you, but it seems ridiculous to me that some doctors dont understand about "lady issues"!!!. I have also heard that, and it makes me pretty mad. Being a gp, they have to know about lady issues so they can do their job!!

Its a very emotional issue, and i am so sorry you have to go through it. I understand completely how it feels to go through it. Although i do have Tilly, but i remember the feeling of not knowing. you feel very helpless and i remember, and even now feel sorry for myself. Its a very easy spiral down.

My dad is the only male who knows, and now, im trying to keep it as quiet as possible. My nanna is conservative, and when i got my period at 11 she told me i was too young to get it and she didnt want to hear about it. I hardly think she's going to want to discuss this any further. When i told her and my aunty i had pcos, they told me "lose weight and you'll be right." And thats when my dad jumped in saying "and you should see her, looks like a sick dog when shes "got pains.." and does his "sick katrina" act.. and my aunty jumps in and tells everyone how you get no pain when you have pcos.. which shes never had btw...
so i didnt even mention the endo, but that made me say oh yeah..ill see ya later!... and now avoid the subject with them all together.

Do you have any support? I find the best support has been talking to other woman who've had or have these issues.. its good to know that someone knows what you're going through and doesnt think of you as whinging or get frustrated with you when you just need someone to listen.