Hi nlmcvey, I am ttc too and i also hate the wait and the upsets, I find it hard to cope with the fact that I have so far been unable to fall pregnant. I often get very depressed and also think that I am a failure and that somehow, all of this is happening because I am not a good person. On the good days, I remember that I have a lot of people supporting me. On these days I am sure it will happen soon, if i am just patient.
I want to wish you luck, and not to get disheartened or give up.