my story so far...

diagnosed and treated endo 3 years ago, TTC for 2 years, with 3 miscarriages. now they say PCOS..... i don't think i have a hope in hell..

now i am waiting to go to a gastroentroligist, and $10 says Endo of the bowel..

please someone out there tell me i'm not alone.i keep thinking that you aren't supposed to feel this much constant pain in your body.. surely it will end.

I can't believe the amount of money i have spent on doctors. i have had 11 ultrasounds (a couple looking for PCOS), and sadly only one of them while pregnant. at $170 a pop. seeing my gyno each week for my last pregency at $50 a pop. polus previosly seeing my gyno every 2 weeks before that, my doctors a vampire with the amount of blood tests he takes, and i'm sure i have solely funded his next overseas trip.

i had to have 2 D/C's after my last m/c, 10 days apart. that is a 1 in 100 chance, having 1 m/c puts me in the 1 in 3 group, but then having 3 10% bracket, and now add PCOS and 5%, if i was a good mathematician i would say i am 0% women. 100% pain.

where can you go from here????????????

having children... thats a pipe dream.....i'm only 26 and this much has happened, surely the clock is already ticking with all things considered