Mini, big hugs to you babe you are alllowed to have a sad day, actually you can have as many as you like because this is such a hard and emotional journey. Unfortunately everyone becomes an expert when it comes to TTC and sometimes say the wrong things, like 'try to relax' - it isn't as simple as that!. It took me 2 years to fall pg with Cooper on the 6th round of Clomid, then it took me 5 months to fall with Ethan on FSH/IUI - yet my sister fell first time. It is so hard but sometimes we are given these challenges and we just have to be strong and face them face-to-face, not easy I know! Sending you heaps and heaps of positive vibes and I hope that you get your magical bfp very very soon. Sending you heaps of :goodluck2: