Hey Stardragon,aka Kelly,
Well the ball is certainly rolling.This is the first month that i have been trying. Funny i decided yes;then had to rethink things-just to make sure there wasnt too much emotion in my descision.So i stuck to my guns and stuck to my original plan. i used ff plan to map my cycle then when i was sure it was go time. I stayed at the donors house; him in one room doing the buisness and me in the other. 5 times during the fertile days. So fingers crossed. He was really good about everyting and we had lots of laughs;because even as friends it was a strange and awkward thing to do. But it hasnt changed our friendship. but now all of a sudden we have a quiet laugh;and only we know why. So now i'm 4dpo,and cant wait to test. its killing me to wait.But i think that is because i'm sure that i am. god could it really be that easy?Could i be that lucky?My girlfriends have said over the last couple of days what is wrong with you love?Talk about being scattered;I just joke and say its ok its a blonde thing and laugh it off. This being because my last act of stupidity made everyone crack up-i did my grocery shopping and forgot my pin number(which i've had for 5 years),and had to go home and get it and then got back to the supermarket to get the groceries. And my boobs already look bigger and i've got those icky tummy apins;that are a lot like period...Implantation?Its amazing how much you analyse all the things that are going on in your body,when your ttc. hope that you also are keeping well and that dd is good. How did you enjoy your christmas and new year.? Look foward to hearing how you are going to;if you have msn you are more than welcome to add me to your list. My username is pollyanna. Of course with hotmail.

All the best
Pauline