When ds was 6mths old DH and I decided to start trying for number 2, then i freaked out about not being able to cope and told dh i didn't want any more babies. When ds was 9mths old we started trying again, then again after 2 months of trying i freaked out and said no more babies and went back on the pill.
ds just turned 1 and i am clucky again and think i am ready to try again, the only thing is i am worried about messing dh's feelings around again as i've already said yes and no twice i don't want to do it to him again. Last time i said no to more babies he said he would perfer ds to not be an only child, but he was also very happy with just ds if that was what i wanted.
i guess i just have the guilts about possibly letting dh down a third time if i freak out again. ithought about maybe just stopping taking the pill and surprise dh with a pregnancy as this is what he wants, but i just don't think i could hide anything from.
have any of you had similar feelings about trying again??? Just needing a bit of reasurrance that im not the only freaky mum.
Fortunately, or maybe unfortunately, you're not the only freaky mum.
I KNOW I'm not ready for another baby yet so the rule in our house is, "If it's not on, it's not on!". I would love another baby sometime though, so every once in a while I tell DH that I think I might be ready soon and then a few days later (usually after a bad night when DD hasn't let me sleep) I change my mind. We have now set a date for when we will start trying again (not telling when ) and I'm sure that even if we happen to fall pregnant straight away I will be ready for a new baby by the time he/she arrives.
IMO it's not fair for you to be messing your husband around but I'm sure that if you talk to him and explain your feelings he'll understand.
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) and I'm sure that even if we happen to fall pregnant straight away I will be ready for a new baby by the time he/she arrives.
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