I am so upset at the moment. About 2 1/2 years ago my daughter and I went through a patch where we where homeless for about 3 months, during that time I was also going through a huge court case and regular visits to the children' s hospital, I promised my daughter I would never let that happen again, I would always provide for her and make sure she has a roof over her head BUT in 3 weeks time we will once again be homeless, I am such a failure!

My landlord is putting my rent up by $50 per week which I can not afford by a long shot, I have done everything I can do to fight it and I have done what I can to find something else (still searching and applying for any suitable places) The difficulty is finding something within her school zone and that is also accessable for her physical limitations (she has cerebral palsy) that also fits in our budget. Then on top of that I have to find a landlord who will accept a single mum living on centrelink payments. last time I viewed, enquired about and/or applied for hundreds of houses and got no where, I just got lucky with the house I am moving out of because the owner was in a rush to get someone in and I was prepared to sign up and hand over the $$ then and there.

On top of that I have decided I need to quit my uni course, I took last semester off and if I dont go back this semester I have to leave, and I cant study out of my car or while I am meant to be setting up a new house (there are other more long term reasons too, but no one will understand those).

So I am feeling really low at the moment. Nothing can go right for long in my life, I get on top of my depression, get through one of the biggest hurdles of my life, constant set backs with my daughters health and now I cant even keep a roof over her head - how can I be a good mum when I cant provide for her.