Thanks everyone.

Obviously right now i am in such a bad head space and i shouldn't make any decisions right now but i was just wondering what kind of life my DD would have, what her head space would be if she never had a sibling. I know i would cop so much slack from family, there is SO much pressure from family and friends to have more kids. I often hear "so when are you having another one?".. wow could you imagine what they would say if i said back "oh, well you know what? we aren't having anymore.."