It's very natural & normal for us to get annoyed, upset, tired, exhausted & frustrated at our kids/babies not co-operating, or sleeping etc, etc....
You cant turn off & on your emotions, so although we adore them to pieces & could smother them with love 1 minutre we could also wring their little necks the next (not really)...
Wait til they are talking & walking & have hands, shoes faces full of chocolate cake that you've just baked for a birthday you were just getting ready for... Only to find it truly demolished but these beautiful big eye smile up at you & tell you "yummy cake mummy"...

What can you do? Your angry, but you love your child unconditionally...

I get hurt & angry at myself when I am exhausted & have meetings at work early the following meeting & Indah is crying for the 5th time & it's 2am!!! I go stomping down the hall to her room, she makes eye contact & smiles, I melt!!! I pick her up sing to hertell her I love her, settle her pop her back to bed & smile as i go back to bed myself... Heads barely hit the pillow & she is starting up again, this time I kick DH & say to him It's your turn coz I really am gonna throttle her!!! He has his turn....
You cannot stop it no matter what you've been through to make the child, they will always do things to test us...

So take a deep breath & just be stoked that they are here in our lives to run us ragged... Coz personally I'd not have it any other way!!!!!



*sorry for rambling, I had a sleep deprived night!!!