Bec,
I also find it hard to say to other mothers that know my history, I sometimes just want alittle break but find it selfish to ask for it.
I remember after losing my second silenting praying that if I was ever blessed with a child I would do everything in my power to care for it and never palm it off to people like many in my family do....but it would be nice for a break but then I have seperation anxiety..ooh there is another issue. Text book paranoid mother
Bec