Here Iam and need a piece of advice. My PMS are ruining my life.they are getting more intense ever year.Atleast fifteen days before my period i get
bad moods, tears, irritable, all past issues ( from ppl around me) i turned to a monster.

symptoms are so adverse they are effecting my family life.I could feel my DD feel more comfort in her dads company than me. Unlike you all
I feel Iam a worse mother on this planet i don't get any time to play with her (chores cleaning, cooking, washing occupy my all time) now since
I have 2 month old bub DD feels so neglected and on top of that my "PMS".

At times i feel like Iam suffering a mild depression after birth. there are days when I feel only like crying.if DD make mess I yell and later i feel so guilty i can't express but that guilt not doing any improvement in me Iam same person next day.lethargy and tired a hopeless mum who wants to run away and have some life.I feel like iam a robat doing same things every day in a routine.

I don't have any friends either, since we migrated here six years ago I tried to make friends with my husbands friends wives but i didn't like their company too (found back stabbing kind of women, who are only interested to come our home on teas and dinners don't like to invite any one at there homes. After four years i have decided enough is enough ppl are just using us and no more dinner for any one and I have stopped answering my home phones too)

please help How to become a good mum.I have seen so many wonderful, polite, soft spoken moms. I want to be like them but my effort works only for couple of days and then again iam a same yelling monster ( I hate me for this )

i want to be the best mom who plays with her children and be very friendly (iam following footsteps of my mom , i had always seen her busy in chores, providing us food on time, ironing our uniforms, she loved us but she was never friendly to us,) and iam exactly doing that,I don't want to be like mom , i want to be a happy and friendly person for my kids for my husband.