Hi everyone,
Thanks for all your really helpful advice. It really helped me decide what to do. After much worry and confusion, Ive decided I am going to return to work and I am feeling pretty good about it. Looking forward to the time out, extra money and hey like you said Lucy, its only a few hours if it doesnt work out, I'm not stuck in it. The contract is only 3 months anyway, so I'll see how I go and how DS # 1 goes in childcare, which by the way I was really impressed with.

This forum stuff is a great way to help you sort your woes hey!?!