DH has started helping overnight with DS in the last fortnight....normally getting up with him at 4am when he wakes for the day before he leaves for work at 6.30am.

He still stayes up late playing computer etc...but reckons he's been coping.
The last 4 nights I haven't had any help as he's been too tired and DS has been shocking overnight .... last night 6 wake ups and I spent all night twisted into a pretzel to keep a boob in DS's mouth a sit was the only thing that would shut him up - so I am so tired after 4 nights of no sleep I almost feel like I need a chunder.

DH has taken today and tomorrow off work as he is soooooooooooooooo tired he is just not coping and is making lots of mistakes at work. DH works for a timber company so there is a lot of heavy lifting involved.

Now I feel bad that he feels that shocking but seriously mate - cry me a river - I feel like this everyday ....granted I don't have to lift timber for 10 hours every day but I am so over trying to get him to understand how exhausted I am - because let's face it - I can't possibly be as tired as he is....

So I've been up all night - got up with DS at 7 and DH is still asleep ....the tired, cranky, nasty woman in me is eyeing the icecube tray right now.

Someone tell me to pull my head in or this could end badly