I am so sorry to hear about your loss, I cant imagine what you have been through. I can understand why you wouldn't want to even think about babies now after what you and Tess have been through. Starting over in a new place might be a fresh start for you. Just make sure you have plenty of support around you when you need it, it takes time to learn to live with the grief. Your little angel Flynn is watching over you now. Wishing you all the best. We may hear from you later. Remember there is always the late loss threads on BB here. You may want to talk to people who have been through the same experience.

Leanne