I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice, or just needing to vent...

We have gone through 6 unsuccessful home inseminations over twelve months and then last month our first (unsuccessful) IVF cycle and then I woke up with the dreaded cramping and my period this morning after a failed frozen embryo cycle. (Why can?t I wake up having lost 5 kilos and my period, not cramps and my period?)

We have no more frozen embryos, so if we go ahead again, we?ll have to go through the lot again.

Denise is away for work next month, so if we skip this month, we?ll end up missing a few cycles, and have to wait until February (with the clinic closing for Christmas) to try again.

I?m not sure what I want to do. When do you decide that it?s not meant to be? Or do I just need a break?

Denise is away this week, so I?ll speak to her tonight about what her thoughts are. I know that she?ll support whatever I want to do, as I will for her. But I just don?t know what I want?

Cath