Thanks to the beautiful crazyness of ttc, i have gained a massive 12 kilos in 6ish months.

Hello, im Lisa and i am an emotional eater!

I know i should stop, i just cant seem too, which is so contradicting because i would not in a million years let my children eat the junk that i do.
I know i should stop, it would be better for trying to concieve that beautiful bundle that hubby and i so desperatly want to add to our family.
I know i should stop, as it is affecting the way that i interact with my children, mummy is too tired to play monopoly.
I know i should stop, i actually feel sick after eating that whole bag of doritos, or that bag of peanut m&ms, or even that pile of chips.

Its not about excersise as i already walk an hour a day mon-fri and 2 hours on fri.
Its about what i put in my mouth, every thought about ttc or seeing af, or even hearing of someones pregnancy, makes me open my already fat mouth, and shovel yet another discusting, but o so mouth watering, carb, into it!

I have been totally soda free for the last 2 and a bit months, so if i have the will power to go with out any soft drink, (replaced it with cordial, btw), then why cant i go with out this junk!

not sure what i was trying to accomplish here, maybe just admiting to my bb friends that i have a "habit", i can try to overcome it!