Gained 12kgs since ttc :(

[Anila]

Thanks to the beautiful crazyness of ttc, i have gained a massive 12 kilos in 6ish months.

Hello, im Lisa and i am an emotional eater!

I know i should stop, i just cant seem too, which is so contradicting because i would not in a million years let my children eat the junk that i do.
I know i should stop, it would be better for trying to concieve that beautiful bundle that hubby and i so desperatly want to add to our family.
I know i should stop, as it is affecting the way that i interact with my children, mummy is too tired to play monopoly.
I know i should stop, i actually feel sick after eating that whole bag of doritos, or that bag of peanut m&ms, or even that pile of chips.

Its not about excersise as i already walk an hour a day mon-fri and 2 hours on fri.
Its about what i put in my mouth, every thought about ttc or seeing af, or even hearing of someones pregnancy, makes me open my already fat mouth, and shovel yet another discusting, but o so mouth watering, carb, into it!

I have been totally soda free for the last 2 and a bit months, so if i have the will power to go with out any soft drink, (replaced it with cordial, btw), then why cant i go with out this junk!

not sure what i was trying to accomplish here, maybe just admiting to my bb friends that i have a "habit", i can try to overcome it!

[Turkish Delight]

Lisa

I know how you feel. I can eat a whole block of chocolate, packet of chips, fresh loaf of bread with margarine, bag of biscuits. You name the junk, i'll eat it.

I tend to eat when i am bored. i have nothing to do, so i reach for chocolate. I am sick, i eat chocolate. I even sometimes hide when i am eating it or wait til everybody else goes to bed and binge on chocolate.

I don't have any advice, BUT YOU ARE NOT ALONE GIRL.

[Anila]

Lol, thanks Turkish Delight (and i must say ur name makes me drool, they r my fav choc! )

I hate to admit it, but i too wait till everyone has gone to bed, then i pull out the snacks, just wish i could stop.

Glad to know im not alone

[Ahurani]

I too have put on weight since trying for baby im like 111 kilos now so nearly 10 kilos

I cannot stop eating chocolate.. its so creamy and cocoa-y omg it just yell KOBBBYYYYY EAT ME! damn it

I even buy chocolate and hide it and eat if gradually w/o DP knowing

We are so bad

I really want to lose weight tho