i'm losing my mind.

I just typed a whole thread and it has vanished.

My 6 month old is a horrible sleeper. always has been. its getting worse. boob cry bounce cry pat cry CRY CRY CRY CRY.

its 6 am and i got her out of bed because if she cried some more I might go insane. I'm half way there already.

this can't go on. it just can't. I know some people say to suck it up but i cant and i feel like a failure for not being able to do so. im not angry she is a bad sleeper. im angry i cant cope with it.

there has got to be something that can help.

i want to go on to explain more. but guess what, there is a screaming tired baby at my foot.