*hugs*....

I went through this too for the first few months after Aidyn was born... it drove me batty, I was just so anxious about whether I could hear him breathing or not, that I could not sleep properly.

Something that helped me was actually bringing him to bed to sleep next to me, in the crook of my arm/shoulder at first. I was always very aware of him being there, but was able to drift off into a light sleep, and be comforted to know that he was actually there. However I think it took me well over 2 months to get to this stage of being comfortable enough to co sleep.

Glad to hear you have found it a bit easier to relax with using the angel care monitor!