Awh, I'm so sorry Belfie. Big hugeeeeeeeeeeee hugs.
Cry all you like. We understand. I cried a ton. People can say "oh look on the bright side yadda yadda yadda beautiful baby blah blah" but until they've had to go through it they can't fully understand. Yeah at the end you'll be holding your gorgeous bubba but it's the hard yards beforehand that are tough!

I'm going to go YAY for your 7.7 cause it is still under 8.


xox