Maz totally know how you feel hun!! Christmas with my family is usually a huge deal and we make present wrapping and things last the whole day, everyone is happy and enjoying themselves. We have our own little traditions and I just love it, from getting up early just like we were when we were kids. But this year i'm not even going to get to see them, any of them! And haven't seen them for the last almost 3mths!

Sorry didn't mean to make it sound about me, just wanted to let you know I know how you feel and your feelings are definitely valid! I had a sook about it to DH last night so i'll join you in the not wanting to grow up group!