I spent the day at home with DD, she smiled twice today!!
I made choc chip cupcakes for DH, iced them pink and spelt out "I love you" on them... I sent him a txt this morning too.

He went to the shops on the way home from work to get an ingredient for dinner cause I am making him a lamb roast with roast veggies (his favorite...and I don't eat red meat at all so that's pretty special!!) and I was hoping he might think "I will get her a bunch of flowers to spoil her" but no, he comes home with nothing... didn't reply to my txt... and then when he saw the cupcakes said he felt bad cause he didn't do anything for me,

I want him to do something that he thought of himself iykwim.. I want him to want to spoil me, who cares if I don't do anything in return, a bunch of flowers would have been amazing. It makes me sad. I know he loves me and he tells me all the time! I just want him to go out of his way to make me feel special... oh well.